CRPS, or Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (Type 1), is a change in the nervous system that's usually triggered by a very painful episode. The bad kinds affect the brain, nerves, muscles, skin, metabolism, circulation, and fight-or-flight response. Lucky me; that's what I've got. ... But life is still inherently good (or I don't know when to quit; either way) and, good or not, life still goes on.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Hope

At 12:11 this morning, a soft sea-wind went through me. My insides relaxed.

2010 was tough all over. We know that. Mortality sucks, life is hard, and all the rest.

But something has changed in here. Even though this date is, technically, just an arbitrary accident of history, it's a good one. A happy accident.

I don't know if this year will be any better than the last one, but I like this gentler sense of life I've woken up with. It leaves more room for hope.

Now there's a New Year resolution I hadn't even imagined: keep this inward gentleness. Leave more room for hope.

Yeah. I like that.

at 11:02 AM
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