Ok, so the pain is up lately, not much sleep for a week, lot going on, etc. etc. The fact is, that's how my life is: pain, survival, and figuring out how to handle normal issues under abnormal circumstances -- this is just life.
I'm paying a lot of attention lately to navigating & negotiating these realities without succumbing to the inherent drama. One can have enough of drama, however seductive & compelling it is.
The fact that pain, survival and abnormal circumstances make the most thrilling narratives doesn't make this an easy task. But who needs easy? It's boring.
Y'know, I never thought of it that way before....
Here's a new sport: Extreme Moderation -- staying on top of my own responses and managing intelligently when my body plonks or my brain goes AWOL. What an interesting challenge for a recovering adrenaline junkie.
I've often said that, when you're skirting Paradox, you're close to naked Truth. So I think I'm onto something.